Posted by: cedarsurf | April 22, 2010

Bodysurfing, Travel, and the Dead

Tried to get up to Tofino this week, but alas-seems I’m always trying to get to Tofino.

Aaron Marshall Time Machine

This typing finds me playing The Mermen’s new cd ,In God We Trust a superb package of music and artwork-Brother Jim -D’A Bull- Thomas continues in his ocean evocative vibe, mastering dreamy guitar chords, both meditative and menacing -the man has a true gift.

Along those lines Brother Aaron Marshall, supplies the back cover art for The Mermen’s CD. Aaron (whom I got to know in Tofino) is a superb talent with a tremendous painting gift  and on the back cover he brings together a beach Jesus holding a three string longboard with his arm around a weeping Hitler who is holding a flopped over impotent red longboard with a background of waves. and sea monkey size depictions of an alien with a board, a couple of cupids on phallic longboards (are they all phalic-is it all about size?) framing a cyclops octopus with a space helmet light bulb for a head -all while a porky the pig like devil and a green Rodin thinker looK on. Great Stuff.

Th CD itself has a representation of Maverick’s Giant Grant Washburn’s wave chart. a calendar grid of waves their size and shape both circle the cd itself and  form the middle panel of the fine artwork package.A picture from a church road side announcement board declares:

Surfers,Saints and Sinners Are Always Welcome!

Well done guys.

Next week finds me in further bodysurfing, travel and the  dead  mode with some surf  mummies, in Alexandria ,Egypt. I hope to get back to you about it.

Jinx Proof-Aaron Marshall

This ditty is from the Cedar Surf ( ) Vaults.

Bodysurfing, Travel, and the Dead

by Grant Shilling

Such a beautiful fish
Flopping in the summer sand
Looking for a wave you missed when another one is close at hand
Neil Young, Zuma

Was it mushy?
Or was it Pooey?
Or Mushy-Mushy
Talksurf Tofino

A week of sleeping under the stars sure changes the human voice. Makes it disappear… until the sound of human voices awakens me. Hope you’re outside, or under atree, or by the sea, or crawlin up into bed (ahem) with me to read this one. I’ll come up with some words and you can fill in the blanks with blanks – in silence is nature.

I write this beside a big pile of bear pooh in the stump-dump, (a swamp behind the Wickaninish Elementary School)–that is no longer a dump. Wood and rust plowed over and more or less back to swamp. At one time I’d come here for great wood scores–logging or carpenter (mainly red cedar) discards.
The school is quiet with its wooden baseball bleachers making a person-to-person call to Shoeless Joe. [Speaking of Shoeless, actually Vans shoes, there are a lot of shrubbies here. Shrubbies are urban kids come to love and live off each other and hang around the CIBC bank in th centre of town (what gives?) ‘til the weather changes in the fall and they head back to school. Predictable targets the shrubs. But hey, if you are a local-–it’s only sporting.]

When Captain Cook first met the local native population, they said “Nootka, Nootka.” (Translation: “Go around, Go around”) to which Cook responded:

“They are called the Nootka.”

And when the local go-rounders saw Cook and Clan they noticed their shoes and called them “ The men with wooden feet.”

There has been a lot of curious interactions around here lately-something both locals and those just passing through share- bears. Bears cominng into town, bears hunted by sport killers and bears protected by humans.

Sitting around the Pod coffee shop the other day somebody ventured” Bears are like bees; you don’t bother them and they don’t bother you.”

“Whoever said that about bees?,”enquired a friend.

“Yeah I saw one the other day,” says a friend. “ It was headed in the opposite direction with its paws across its gall bladder.”

There is a beautiful woodcarved bear here. Very Yogi at Yosemite–great and goofy.

Bear pooh to ground me. Sitting back here behind the school conjures Tofino, the town (as opposed to the wilds around). The day–to-day, work, not play, town. Tofino in winter. Or Tofino at the legion. Or Tofino the house party. The Tofino of Welcome to our Town Everybody Smokes. An Everclear “Real small town.”

Home of endless flirtation. What, not flirting? Are you running out of bait or do you not have any hooks?

In Tofino, we also have the wheel–there is as much angst, hustle, greed, work-damage, beauracracy (more so, Bylaw officer shuts down ice cream stand–decency prevails–I scream, you scream,we all scream for…“Go round! Go round!”)

Yet, the potential for departure, or feeling for it is infinite. Tofino is a dock and to be truly in touch with the place you have to know the water or the woods. And there are many people here who are living or re-making that story. The closest I think I will ever feel to being an astronaut was out on The Stroller going up to Nootka Sound in the middle of the wild blue yonder. And docking at a small pox dock in Yuqot (trans. “Where the four winds blow.”), where one family now lives alone, where once there was many. I saw a small child look at us from a doorway. We docked but didn’t go ashore, the pier was way too rotten.

While there is something dawn-of-the–dead about tourists, there can be something lovely and oh-so Canadian about a family on vacation for two weeks. (Especially if you’re not in that family in some cases, I suppose ). But still…

I woke up under a tree in “Ukie” (Ucluelet) the other day and beside me under the next tree was this Quebecois family speaking French, munching homemade sandwiches fresh from the car and talking about the cinq bateaus in front of us. Down at the dock there was this guy, so white, covered in unsocialized, tattoos (tattoos before you were born), with a big beard and a bigger gut, we were watching him broil like like a tube steak on the dock. A Harley–before you were born–guy roared up to him to say hello.

There were so many eagles there you could almost take them for granted. (For the first time ever here I saw seagulls flying in a V-goose formation!) And, of course, I wanted one of those sandwiches the family was munching on. Egg salad, please, may I just for a short while–be part of your family.

We were all watching a fisher fix his seining net which he unspooled onto the dock at Ucluelet. (Ucluelet, by the way , is 40 km down the road from Tofino on the other side of Pacific Rim national Park. It is the Hatfield to Tofino’s McCoy.) The redneck to Tofino’s (yikes!) hippies. Which, of course, captures nothing–but is a hook nonetheless. Whatever.

I like Ukie because between its overly–um–harvested hills, its industry and greasy spoon Smiley’s Bowling Alley and Restaurant, it reminds me a bit of the East End in Vancouver.

Further notes ( connect the stars…)

I was down by the side of Departure Bay Road, by the Esso there in Nanaimo dwelling on the Miasma of Kundalini and the fuck cure, dualities and travel between Tofino and Vancouver all while I hitchiked when Father Frank Salmon,yup his real name, of Ahousat stops to pick me up.

He is going all the way to Tofino, but he has to stop at the Costco and Walmart in Nanaimo first. O.K.?

“I’ve got no appointments.”

It was my first Costco experience.Very Gulliver’s travels and I’m the small and the Life cereal is larger than…We were buying flats and flats of Pepsi for the good people of Ahousat, a native village on Flores Island (off Tofino). We also bought a lot of motor oil for boats and flour.

The Costco was big and bland and stocked like some kind of successful socialism–that weird. Since I’ve been there I’ve had this feeling that I’m a giant lemon poppyseed Costco muffin moving through it all.

I had been picked up one time before by Father Salmon. It was Christmas Eve day and it was snowing and I was outside Tim Horton’s there in Nanaimo. It didn’t look good. But the father, um..saved me. Horton was there to knock aside any rebounds .

On that trip I just had to ask Salmon why natives needed a priest. (Sort of like why a fish needs a fisherman.)

This time there was no way I was to talk about the Kundalini cure, with Salmon there. It would be like talking to a rock about basketball, or something. (At least I truly hope so.)

We had a pleasant enough ride and let the scenery do the talking for us. I guess the one philosophical question we touched on was how tourists experience place as opposed to locals–what are they getting/missing/seeing that locals do or don’t?

And, of course , we concluded thatwe are all just passing through.

My first night back in Tofino I went to a birthday party for a surfer girl. Dave brought a salmon that he caught earlier that day, Paula brought mussels fresh from the sea, and there was even hummus fresh from the chick pea. Good grub, good energy, good music and just the right amount of party favours present.

For a lot of surfers the day starts with the marine broadcast (echoing the activity of fishers). Some gale up in the Queen Charlottes becomes a mysterious force that will or won’t work its way down to us. And the surfer kids drive up and down the Pacific Rim during the day to check the surf. And the day begins to feel like this giant wave of energy building.

In the past five or six years Tofino has had a real resurgence in interest in surfing. It has brough a new crowd and a labour force for the currently mysteriously low (lack of good weather? lack of Fish? ) tourist crowds. One more change for Tofino.

With all this enthusiasm over surfing I thought it was going to be my next big career move. But I find the necessity of a board, wetsuit, car (optional) and crowd (optional) and money for these things too much – for now.

Instead I began to catch some waves in the cold, cold water here after my jogs on the beach. I’ve built upa high resistance to the cold and can stay in the water for up to 45 minutes.

Riding sets of waves, walking back and forth in the coolgreen/blue water, arms flapping in a big bird hug for stretch and heat, I wait for the wave. Then as it approaches I jack out straight and flat as if to do a racing dive riding the top of the foam- and then…Ride!

Doing this cold water surf can change my whole day. The wave and the feeling stays with you. I think that’s what I felt at that party that night.
Bodysurfing is this total body rush that seems to be a gigle that the unvierse has to offer. For me its like consciousness surfing.

After a surf I often walk up the road ( Pacific Rim Highway ) to the cemetary. I enter, gentle and true. Rest assured that if Tofino is changing the cemetary isn’t.

The Tofino cemetary is a small patch cut into the forest surrounded by a picket fence.The cemetary gives you easy access to the “inside”( the inlet of the ocean is calm and lake like. At low tide the inlet is a mud flat, which offers up critters and creatures and green islands and green hills in the distance.)
The snowcapped peaks of Strahcona Park (between Campbell River and Gold River) are clear and predominate from here. You can hear the echo of the “outside” surf from here.

I came to the cemetary for the same reasons I surf, I suppose, the silence and the nature. The peace. They say the sea is like a womb.

I set up at the back of the cemetary outside of the perimeter of the fence. I get naked in the hot sun and move between shade and silence, reading and walking amongst the naked and the dead.

Some visitors to a grave marking an early death leave some fresh flowers. A couple of tourists pull up, don’t get out of their car, turn around, and drive away. Maybe I should’ve waved them in.

I feel myself walking up the pathway of the cemetery looking at simple wood or stone markers considering history as I look up over the white picket fence in the dense forest.

Terminal City July 18-24,1996

Magic Bunny Aaron Marshall

Rock & Roll Road Kill, Kill, Kill!

by Grant Shilling

“Most people our age are taking their kids to Disneyland,” says Ralph. “We are driving 1,000 miles to see a rock band from Sweden. Weird.”

Weirder yet we’ve rented a Buick Regal – the type of car you drive the kids to Disneyland in. Ralph is used to his chopper or pick up and I’m used to my thumb.

“We’re going all the way till the wheels fall off and burn,” I say to the Don Knotts looking car rental agent after he gives us the keys. “You did say unlimited mileage didn’t you?”

Twisting in our seats as we approach the border we try to look Citizen Sane, little did we know the Buick would take care of this for us. A Buick Regal makes border crossings for big bearded guys easier ( trust us ).

We eat junk; our hormones have been released from Main St., Tofino. Every car offers possibility. We know about appearance, we comb our beards.

The band from Stockholm is The Nomads. They are playing in Sacramento and San Francisco on the last two nights of their American tour. The last time The Nomads played North America they didn’t even have work visas – they left their guitars at home and borrowed the instruments of their opening acts. This time they brought their own guitars and equipment.

Ralph’s brother Jack just put out the latest Nomads CD on his Lance Rock Records out of Nanaimo. Ralph put up the bucks for them to record. This is not the sort of thing that makes money.
The other band we are going to see is The Mermen. It is a trio of virtuoso players who play surf music that sounds like it crawled out of the sea like the rest of us.

Like the Nomads, The Mermen are in their late thirties and early 40s. Ralph saw them play, bought a couple hundred dollars worth of their CDs and began to sell them or give them away in Tofino, sent CDs to radio stations and the newspapers. The Mermen are huge in San Francisco and Tofino – and few other places. They have five phenomenal CDs out on Mesa.

Ralph got to know Jim, the lead guitarist of The Mermen, through letters, phone calls and faxes. He does this with rock bands, women and friends. Jim and he talk about surfing longboards on the phone.

Ralph, 38 spent much of his life crab fishing in Tofino, and is totally up on the ‘alternative’ music scene. One of the things Ralph likes about the alternative scene is its access. The people are friendly. For Ralph, alternative rock is like being a part of a community of people – not unlike the community of Tofino. Currently Ralph is running for Mayor of Tofino.

You can’t hear The Mermen or The Nomads on the radio. On the radio on our drive it’s either classic rock (lots), country ( or not-country, country as I call it ) or grunge noise Soundgarden and Pearl Jam mixed with Aerosmith and Ozzy Osborne. My favourite radio ad on the way down suggests: “Take the kids bowling, it’s the only place you can smoke and drink in front of them.”

Ralph and I talk about being stuck in time and how rock and roll can do that. I play devil’s advocate to whether that is our case. I don’t really think so, I don’t need to hear the old stuff that much and the new stuff gives me joy.

I like the way Ralph differentiates between garage rock and punk rock. The Nomads – all of whom have day jobs – play garage rock. Garage rock, suggests Ralph, is a primal sound that through its noise celebrates love, women and cars – it’s noisy and user friendly. The music is not particularly punk in that it’s not angry about anything.

Along the road we pass a sign that has an image of Bill Clinton as Uncle Sam offering to make a ‘two for one deal’:’My lies and promises for your votes.’ I suggest to Ralph that he makes this part of his platform.

Terminal City
October 18 – 24, 1996

ps-my son Levon has not asked to go to Disneyland yet……Ralph diligently keeps a look out for the lies and promiese at Tofino News



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